Second chance....

I met you on a random night out. There was no expectation of finding someone but just to have a good fun time with friends. You appeared and we ended up make out like there’s no tomorrow. All the kisses that were exchanged that night….without a doubt, it was pure excitement for me. I yearned for your touch even more though at the time I was not in the stage of making a conscious decision and you realized that. You walked away from me, left me behind without any pity.
Sitting here and being sober, I realize that it was so pathetic of me to do so and I thank you for you to make that decision for me. I didn’t get your contact information and the last two days, I’ve been mad at myself for the way I acted with you. I pray to see you again so that I can ask you for your forgiveness and want a second chance with you... to start over, get to know each other, and we see where we will go from there. The future is no promises but with the present, I know I will treat you with the respect & love that you deserve.

Introduction

I believe that changes in life make you to shift your priority. I’m at the point in my life where I want to do things with meaning and purpose. It’s a puzzlement or should I say a blur still but I know one day I will figure it out. It just getting there is the part where my life is gradually shifted to adjust but at the same time letting go of what I am use to. I have been blessed to have wonderful loving family and friends, and each day that I am alive I know I still have the opportunity to work toward that goal. Motivation is something I must create. It’s tough I must admit and for the past year or so I have none. Now it’s time, it’s time to get things started and so here I am… the beginning of a new meaningful journey of my life!! Stay tune…

Open....to the World Wide Web..

This is my first online blog and honestly, I am excited!! I’m not sure if it will be a specific topic that I will be focusing on but for now it will be random thoughts, events, and all of my being expose to the cyber world (if people care read) :)